This email thing is going to kill me right now. I need to go back to the classic pen and paper with you. You take me back before that first hurt. When it comes to you, i can love like I have never been hurt before. Just typing this makes my chest tight, and everything else left fluttering. How is this happening? What is it?
The last time I wrote a letter to someone I loved, I was 21. That was also the first year that love hurt me. I was never the same. I knew in 1997 that once you have been in a love that hurts you, you never can love the same, ever.
I was poetic when i was young. Words used to come from my gut. You have taken me back there You have loved so selflessly that my heart has opened to a world of thoughts and emotions again. Welcoming them in I stop tapping on the keys and begin to write.
You tell me though, to not get deep, stay simple with words. If I write you a letter I risk getting to a place that might make our hearts cry. Do I ask you first if a letter is worth writing if it might not ever be read?